Am I afraid of a Small Business?

I have recently come across an opportunity to open a small business here in Elko.  It appears that the need for a quality seamstress is quite high.  I have experience in this particular field, and know how to run an alterations room.  The problem is.... I'm terrified.

I should clarify that.  I'm scared to put my talents out there.  I think that's why I haven't actually gotten around to sending out any of my writing.  Now, as I read that last line, I think What a Weenie. 

But, I'm not scared to fail.  I'm worried that I might succeed.  Yes, that sounds weird.  But, it's true.  I know that if I succeed that I will be essentially "The Boss."  There is no one to answer to if things go wrong, but myself.  I will make my own hours, and be completely responsible for the running of this business.  If I become some what successful here, will that mean that I will never be able to leave this place?  Did I actually think I would be leaving anyway?  Yep, I'm scared.

And then, on the other side of the room, my friend here is completely gun ho about the whole idea.  She is helping me to get things set up, and has ideas running so fast that my head is spinning.  It is all very overwhelming.  Last week my only thoughts on work were writing my blog and finishing my short to sell, along with taking care of my home and family.  Today I already have clients lined up for a business that two days ago was a figment of my imagination.

And I wonder how many others have gone through this irrational fear?  How often do we come up with brilliant ideas in our lives, plans for the future, or just for today, and find ourselves frozen in action because we are more afraid to succeed than we are to fail?  Is it easier to sit by the sidelines, not risking anything than it is to commit to a solid action?

I could sit here and list a hundred reasons why I am not ready to open a small business.  And yet, there is only one that stands out as to why I should.

 I am proud of the work I do.

I am a good seamstress.  I know quality customer service.  I love sewing.

No, I don't know the first thing about running a business, but if I keep those last few sentences in mind, I am confident that I can learn.